It's ironic how I had such a good day, but when I came home I suddenly got hit with this feeling of missing my older brother. To be honest I should be scolding myself for not missing him before. Er... don't tell him that. >_>
I haven't missed him at all since he left - that's normal... right? Idk. Anyway, I still feel happy and like I'm glowing from the inside to the outside, but just a little part of me really misses my older bro right now. I can't wait till he comes home in a few weeks. :)
Oh, and this is also very random, but since I was listening to music and shtuff it's not that random for me:
Either my future boyfriend has to be a good singer, or he's going to end up feeling jealous every time he looks at my face while I listen to a good male voice. Like Josh Groban or Jason Mraz, or Zac Efron. I can't control my face very well when it comes to listening to a guy sing when his voice makes me melt on the inside. XD And then when I realize my face is going all fuzzy or unfocused or is slightly smiling in a cheesy way... I try to correct it subtly and that ends up making me chuckle bashfully or something weird, cuz I'm afraid people will have seen my facial expressions before, during, and after the transition of emotional expressions. Haaa....;;
Some Tunes to Listen to as You Read :)
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It is perfectly normal not to miss your brother. I mean I hardly did when he left, and now he is even coming back for good really. It is nice that you miss him, and you are not forced to go see him every other week like I was back then. Wow, it has been a really long time... yet I still love my brother. I think I don't often miss him because I have a few older sibling figures in my life filling the void. Its going to be hard next year when my real brother is home and all my older sibling figures are gone...
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