It's about 1 in the morning and I'm the only one awake in my house. I didn't do any homework (that's due Friday - I had no homework due tomorrow), leaving my load of things to do for Friday for tomorrow. I'm a sleep-deprived, over-stressed girl trying to fight her lack of self-esteem and realize that true joy is with God, not with her achievements in life. It's hard.

But I dunno.... I kind of like it. Right now. It's just me, this music, and God. Early in the morning.

I feel... like my spirit is floating and soaring. It's tranquil, beautiful.

It's nice.